The worst thing is how much I would like to run away. I have a month’s rent, a red toothbrush and about four pairs of pants to hand. I like very much that the toothbrush is red. I like the idea of being all new. Like in Up In The Air, when they talk about unpacking, making your life lighter.
Aside from my fun little National-Express excitement I have been thinking about getting the money together to go to Canada again, to live there again. It is very clean and people like my accent, among other viable reasons. I like the idea of things being clean and new, not all ghost-saturated and gloomy.
I want away from here.