Well I woke up from some horrible nightmares and decided to read the Big Book. I have now convinced myself that I don’t have a drinking problem. My head goes like this:
I can drink moderately!
Then why don’t you?
I can have a glass of wine with dinner.
You have half a bottle.
Half a bottle isn’t that much!
And what about when you’re by yourself?
What about it?
What do you drink then?
The best way to prove I don’t have a drinking problem is to have a drink and see what happens.
Do you know how you sound?